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Tuesday, October 19, 2004
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salam...
khaste shodam az shekayat... kashki mishod ba khatte khodam benevisam, ya hadde aghal be zabune khodam benevisam mohem nist... fasele chize khubie beine man o un, gamunam harim shekaste shode ben mano sami ke ghalaty kardimo ashnaii dadim, ya beine mano alireza, dige raje be har chi bekhan o bekhan harf mizanan !madar az sahand khoshesh nemiad, vagar na... madar az ali ham khoshesh nemiumad, nazasht nbahash beram cinemahaye khub khub, yadete, un mogheha... madar az hichki khoshesh nemiad!!! joz un pooyane maskhare ke jezze mano dar avord akhar... nemidunam valla, ino midunamke sage sahand miarze be sadtaye saeed o hatta alirezay un ahmagh... madar hanuz nafahmide ke joz un residenthaye cheshmo gush baste ke khodeshuno be mush mordegi mizanan o haft ta famil untaraf tareshun barashun donbale zan mgardan o ahmaghan ya dahattian, v amadar fekr mikone ke unan ke be dardam mikhoran, va unan ke adamaye salemian, adamaye salemtary ham peida mishan ke hadde aghal man azashun khosham miad va mishe beheshun fekr kard, madar hanuz ino nafahmide, ya nemikhad befahme! ali yadete? bichare! bichare un o bichare man! hala bayad chosi umadanaye kaveh ro tahammol konam! hala bayad khodamo tahammol konam! hala bayad anal sex o oral sex khastanhaye alireza ro tahammol konam o begam na o un bege ke man bacham! hala bayad harfaye zanandeye sami ro tahammol konam ... hala bayad khehli chiza ro tahammol konam, taze munde, tae shayad ye juraii avvale rahe tahammol kardan bashe! az chand sal ghabl mitunestam khosh basham, kheli bishtar o manteghi tar az un do ta tulle.... inhame omr talaf shod... yeki aydin dare ke vaghty baghalesh kardetu ax hes mikoni ke heghad ina samimian, bedune inke unjuri mesesaeedo un tulle tu ham chapide bashan! khehli behtar az axaye un 2 ta ba lireza o saeedeshun...!yeki aydini dare ke vaghty negahe aydinesho behesh mibini miduni ke duseh dare o hich naghsheii ham nadare! asan tu zehnet hich rahoi o hich chizi tei nemishe va hich ejazeii aankhastenemishe baraye tajzie tahlil o in barname ha...man aydin nemikhastam... man ye zamani amir mikhastam , ye zamani ali mikhastam[ye ali dige] ye zamani borzu mikhastam, ye zamani nima mikhastam[ke alan azash badam umade], ye zamani amirali mikhastam... ye zamani kaveh mikhastam, ye zamani arash mikhastam , ye zamani mehrdad mikhastam... man alireza nemikhastam, un mano mikhast, baad manam khastamesh,ba'd shod ke dusesh dashtam, baad intori shod ke delbaste o vabastash shodam, vali yadammiad ke moddate kami tu in ye sal bud ke be un va faghat be un fek kardam, hanuz ino pishesh eteraf nakardam! hanuz nagoftam ke hamash donbale yeki dige budam ke in az tu mokham bere birun! vali behesh rastesho goftam ke chera bahash varede un kar nashodam.... goftam ke pul nadaram o goftam ke age pul hamdashtam mamanam nemizare zirmajmu'eye un besham o goftam ke hameye ina ham age jur behseh delam bemikhaba UN varede kari besham chon un vaght baad az be ham zadanemun majburam tahammolesh konam,azyat misham!!!!!! va un narahat shod, kheli behesh sangin tamum shod, virazh dad... asabani shod... hagh dasht, man dusesh daram, are, gamunam dusesh daram, chon hame ro ba un moghyese mikoam,arasho kardam, kaveh ro kardam, hameye kharhaye donya ro kardam[MOGHAYESE KARDAM] khaste shodam, zendegie mozakhrafie! hamash pesar o dokhtar o shekayat az in o uno shekayat az tanhaiii... ta hala 200 bar ba khodam ahd kardam, sms bi sms, PM bi PM... vali nemishe! kharam dige... bazam mese ablaha khodamo kharab mikonam, bazam ta moddatha nemikham paye comi biam, midunam ham ke kasi soraghamo nemigire... fghat un namehaye plsaz ro mikham ke hatmani check konam, bebinam akharesh chi mishe! delam mikhad farda ke emtehan daram ro be khubi o khoshi begzarunam, mikham mese zanan o mese un radio behem shans biad!!!!!
nemidunam inhame jalase gozashte chera nabayad ta'siri tu man gozashte shode ashe, chon amrin nemikonam?! mellat be REIKI eftekhar mikonan... pas tobe o sokut o ayeneh ina chi mishe?! khodaya....rahi ke umadam be nazaram doroste, faghat chera hamash ye ja vastadam?! nemikham kam biaram, nemikham tu zaher ham kam biaram...vali daram miaram, daram ghadam ghadam kam miaram...
kashki farda ruze khubi bashe...
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